Forget that you are in a society and there are always a handful of people watching you. You are not doing anything for anybody. It is your responsibility to keep yourself happy. You can do anything/speak anything as long as it doesn’t hurt others. You need not be role model for anybody, you are not assigned with some tasks by God when you are born.
That doesn’t mean you need not do any work/you need not be inspirational to anybody.. it just means that you need not do it deliberately.